I am so glad it's Friday!
I have been having a very hard time focusing today. I am so antsy and distracted.
I have some fun weekend plans and I expect I'll find out Sunday or Monday if the Texan and I will go out again . . you know, not that I'm thinking about it or anything. I'll be completely honest with you by saying that I'm having a tough time trusting the Lord with it. I want him to call that bad. And I have no reason to think he won't other than GOD MIGHT STOP HIM. And I'm having a hard time not asking for what I want instead of what God wants, even though I know that ultimately that's what I want, too . . because hurting? it's not my idea of a good time.
Update: I just talked to my co-worker about the above paragraph.
Me: "I've been having anxiety in the mornings, but it pretty much goes away after lunch. I'm a freak."
Co-worker: "You're better than I am. I'm an all-day-er."